A few thoughts on Spiritual Healing
hi fellow suffers,
*** Today I am almost bed bound, even though I did some cooking already, I did clean a bit around the house and did the dishes. (I am the only one who knows what I’m going through and possibly other lyme sufferers could understand me….
*** I am not letting myself down, I’ve been fighting for far too long, and I’ve noticed along the years that whenever I tend to “let it go” – and “quit fighting” I start feeling worse both spiritually (emotionally) and physically.
*** In fact, we’re all fighters, I am not sure how many people understand what we’re going through, it doesn’t even matter as long as we can find an inner balance and peace that is utterly vital for our healing.
*** I am not in the mood to give explanations to anyone anymore, I just don’t even feel like explaining this entire situation that I’m going through to MYSELF! I am just letting it go, I just don’t want to identify myself with my diagnoses and that includes Lyme Disease. I want to consider myself healthy and believe that I am going to heal slowly and steadily!
*** I do believe in spiritual healing and the power of the Universe (the positive energy that can flood our bodies and instantly feel some relief from all the mental and physical pain that most of us are going through.
*** Many of us have been going through a lot in life, some of us are too young to go through this and some people have been going through decades of pain and suffering and they’ve not given up! NOT yet! Never..
*** The less we identify ourselfs with the pain and illness the more we’re prone to suffering. I’ve only found out about Lyme Disease for about a year now (well almost a year in upcoming December), but I’ve been suffering for over 10 years and probably have been infected since I was 5 years old with over 3 borrelia string, bartonella and possibly babesia.
*** Meditation, positive affirmations along with Imaginary healing has worked for me – I am struggling on most days but if I would keep my focus on healing I would probably be much better of.. and that’s I’m going to do ..
*** Since 2004 I started feeling ill, but I came into remission a couple of times. The first four years I was seeing pdoc (psychiatrist), I though that most of my symptoms are due to anxiety and depression (I don’t deny this), anxiety and depression can come with a series of debilitating symptoms! That is why spiritual healing is important for all of us.
*** In 2008, I said, well let me just tapper myself of of all the psychiatric medication and see how it goes! I soon became more active, I’ve started working, I had a lot more motivation but I did one mistake. I was pushing myself too hard (I was barely sleeping 4 – 5 hours per night and soon I became a workaholic.
*** We all need more money, we live in a material world, we all deserve more and we have to go GRAB IT, if we want it. But not with Lyme Disease. Stress has been demonstrated to be the factor for quite a lot of illness. Even if we earn less, even we just cannot afford a more luxurious life – WE don’t have to push to the limits. (this isn’t a race.
*** What is a luxurious life? For me, luxury means healing, regaining my inner balance, becoming the person I used to be, regaining all the power that I need to follow my path in life………… in one word Luxury might refer to a material status but for me Luxury means Health!
*** In our busy society, we’re pushed to believe things that basically are NOT true. The society has a high impact on our subconscious mind, sadly a lot of people fall into thinking that they’re in some kind of a race that never ends, a race for wealth, a race for power, a race that they falsely believe that it will lead them to the TOP! I’ve lived this feeling and I was though I really WAS in a race.
*** Human beings are not so different one from another when it comes to their needs but at the same time they’re unique in so many ways! We all need health, love and wealth! Sadly some people fall into believing that the wealth will secure their health and some even tend to believe that power/money can buy friendship/love, which is false.
*** Stress is the number one factor that CAN dramatically affect anyone’s health and especially affect people with chronic long-time illnesses such as Late Stage Lyme Disease…..
Please listen to this beautiful relaxation music ***